100 Monologues – Monologue #39: Autumn

100 Monologues is a project where I’m writing monologue scripts, performing, and filming the pieces. Since I’m beginning to dabble in acting, the project is meant as a means for me to acquire more acting experience where I can work on refining my craft. You can find out more about the project here.

Below is the script from the “Autumn” monologue. If you’re a student who would like to perform this monologue for class, just make sure you credit me, Maggie Coyle, as the author. For any other use of the script, please contact me.

100 Monologues: #39 Autumn

This time of year, all I can think of are all those great memories I have from cool afternoons in autumn. As a kid, when the leaves turned colors and fell from the trees, I’d play in those piles of color. I’d tie together stems of leaves to make leaf necklaces and leaf crowns, and wander through the yard pretending to be royalty. I lived in this enchanted world in my imagination, where I was like a fairy princess living in a colorful world that Mother Nature created just for me. I would spend hours playing outside—taking breaks to sip hot chocolate or apple cider. And I remember the smells of pumpkin when I’d carve jack-o-lanterns to decorate our porch steps, and I’d spend hours making my own costumes for Halloween. It was a time of year when my imagination burned brightly. And I like to think back to those times of creative freedom fondly…it was a time when everything had so much possibility, and there was so much room to grow. And then I start thinking about how much I need to think that way now—to live in the present and know that there are endless possibilities in everything around me.

100 Monologues – Monologue #38: I Want to Feel Something

100 Monologues is a project where I’m writing monologue scripts, performing, and filming the pieces. Since I’m beginning to dabble in acting, the project is meant as a means for me to acquire more acting experience where I can work on refining my craft. You can find out more about the project here.

Below is the script from the “I Want to Feel Something” monologue. If you’re a student who would like to perform this monologue for class, just make sure you credit me, Maggie Coyle, as the author. For any other use of the script, please contact me.

100 Monologues: #38 I Want to Feel Something

They think I’ve turned into this crazy person who doesn’t care what she does and how if affects her life or the lives around her. But no, that’s not it at all. There’s a reason to my madness. I’m habitually running red lights and running off with strangers on purpose. It gives me a rush. Just embracing the moment and running wild with it, makes me finally feel something. Can’t you understand that? I haven’t felt anything for months…maybe even years. But getting caught up in these moments and doing something wild and unexpected, it makes me feel good, even if it’s fleeting. And right now, I so desperately need any moment where I can feel good. I’ve been run down with grief and sorrow for too long…I want to finally feel again.

100 Monologues – Monologue #37: Afraid of Everything

100 Monologues is a project where I’m writing monologue scripts, performing, and filming the pieces. Since I’m beginning to dabble in acting, the project is meant as a means for me to acquire more acting experience where I can work on refining my craft. You can find out more about the project here.

Below is the script from the “Afraid of Everything” monologue. If you’re a student who would like to perform this monologue for class, just make sure you credit me, Maggie Coyle, as the author. For any other use of the script, please contact me.

100 Monologues: #37 Afraid of Everything

I just can’t…I can’t do it. I can’t leave my house and jump in the car, and drive the five miles to the restaurant. I can’t meet my friends there or meet their friends there, because I don’t know what will happen. I can’t do things without knowing what will happen. Because I’m afraid about the unknown and unexpected. I need to have a game plan, and I need to know what’s what. And at the same time I know I’m being ridiculous. I know there’s no way of knowing if something good…or awful…will happen. All you can do is just live life, but that’s easier said than done. I’m…I’m just…terrified that something horrible is going to happen. And I know that something, whatever it is, could be lurking around any corner. So what’s the use in walking out my front door if that something terrible is just out there waiting for me…somewhere along the way?